Happy Birthday, Sis!!!

It was a nice Independent evening...

sigh

I served pretty good by my forehand stroke wan't that good... wanna play again this evening.

BLUR

sropich sropil... kit min yul... mdeng jea jong ban ney tha mech... kit min jenh... kdean yor bol (by pu chlang) ... toil dom res... kich min lit...

-_-"

#^*&*^%$%

I am seeing my low beem orange light, typing to update blog...

ummm... what else....

there's a sound of water pump as the nearby house is operating it now.

there is sound of frogs which i can hear clearly from outside...

there is noise from TV that my sis is watching in the living room

yet i still can hear ma breathe and heartbeat.

i've no intention to update anything... frankly speaking i just wanna do sth.. before .. i just lay down and really do NOTHING. this entry is able to make me bz for few minutes.

i don feel very fresh these days.... i wasn't able to be joyful as usual... full of tension!!

m supposed to be feeling happy yet m not. reason? u don need to know it.

if i was in UTP, i should be able to take my bike to tennis court and give a few smashes against the wall... but too bad. this is Cambodia and i can't do that.

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TV Break Down. No More TV in Ma Room :(

For Those Kids Who Want Adults' Life!!!

i expect them to be doing this...

Letter? y Not?

Since everyone is so keen about writing letter to someone... y shouldn't i start one too??? currently, i don know who to write to. ah.. can think of one person. there you go...

Dear Future Den,

I know you are working for some organization when u a reading this letter but remember, do not stop studying. Take Master Degree if u haven't and Do take Doctorate Degree if u finish ur master degree. The more u get, the better you are.

I wish to see Future Me with six pack abs. Do not let ur tummy grow until u couldn't see ur toe when u stand up right. U don like fat girl, so girl don wish to be with FAT guy either. pity ur girlfren dude!!!

The current Den is not really contributive. Thus, I expect the future Den should have done, more or less, the social contribution. Well, at least arrange a project to build one small library with donated books and used books. U grow up in this country so u should help growing this mother land too.

One last thing, DO NOT RUSH TO HAVE KIDS. you have wasted a lot of ur youth life. don rush urself to have children. come on, hang out with ur girlfriend if u not married... go on tour or cruise with ur wife if u fail to keep urself single. you gotta enjoy ur couple life. I'll drop some text to you more, future Den. Keep in touch. Look forward to seeing what u a doing. Cheers!!!

P.S. Be cool, Be Awesome. you are good guy, though i hate you sometime. take care buddy~

Current Den,

I don like being alone one single bit when m in this kind of mood yet here i am, all by myself at this time. Well, at least this blog could let me write sth...

I kinda agree that it's been my fault but i wish u have better understanding. I will appreciate if u could tell me or advice me earlier before thing happen rather than blaming me along the way once thing goes wrong. When it goes wrong, i really need u to encourage me, to lift me up from this madness yet it doesn't happen. what really happen is i feel like u storm me into six feet underground.

U should have seen me better in person. U should see me that i am 24 years old. U should leave the work to me. U should respect my decision and my opinion.

Yes, u may claim u know everything but it doesn't mean what i am thinking is disaster. Don judge me when u don know everything about it. With all due respect, please value what i have done!!!